The Kumazasa was wet with morning dew. As Nakajima left Shirasagi Mound behind him, the calm expression on his face showed not a trace of the worry that had lined it when he came here to ask Izanami's help. Turning around one last time, he sucked in a deep breath and kicked off the ground as hard as he could.
His body seemed as light as a feather. As if coming to the surface from deep within the ocean, Nakajima floated through the air, his arms pushing in a swimming motion. The wind whipped at his ears. But it was not that of a great howl, but a comfortable sound like that of cloth fluttering in the breeze.
Using one arm to push the air aside and twist his body, Nakajima started flying parallel to the ground. Below him, the Ishibutai tombs and roofs of ancient temples looked scattered amongst a pale green panorama. Leaving Asuka, Nakajima went in a straight line to the east. Soon, the blinding blue-black shimmer of Ise Bay spread out below him. Further ahead, the Nobi plains and the peaks of the Japan Alps appeared to be looking up at Nakajima gently flying across the sky.
Nature gave birth to and killed millions of lives here...
Ages ago, the gods Izanami and Izanagi had a great fight. That day, Izanami vowed to take the lives of one hundred people per day, and in response Izanagi vowed to give life to two hundred people per day. Whether or not the gods actually had any interest in the lives or deaths of the race of humans, surely there was no conflict over whether any individual life survived or died.
In ages past, this Toyoashihara might have been the country of the gods. But present-day Japan was created by the efforts of people, and ruled by people. It would be difficult to see any opportunity for the gods to interfere.
And am I really Izanagi's reincarnation? At the very least, that's what Izanami told me. But I do not want to be a god. I want to live and die as a person...
If Nakajima could really compare himself with a god, things would have been so much easier for him. Then he would have been able explain away the fact that because the single program he created caused his mother, Yumiko's family, and thousands--tens of thousands--of people to die as a destiny given to the race of humans by the gods. The gods simply would have given a cruel trial to humans who put too much faith in their own power by making them face off against technology-produced demons. It would seem natural for the demons would destroy the human world, and after the people had seen just how powerless they were, then the ever-capricious gods would step in and save them by driving off the demons.
Even if I really am Izanagi's reincarnation, I could not become a god. I only created that program to get revenge on those who hurt me for no reason. And now I am using all of the power Izanami gave me to save Yumiko, just one person that I love...
Gaining altitude, Nakajima plunged into the coulds. Crisp, cold air caressed his cheek.
More than accepting the fact that his attacking the demons was out of stubborn insistence on rescuing Yumiko, Nakajima was trying to hold onto his identity as a person. But ironically, Nakajima had not yet realized that destroying the many in favor of an individual was also a common act of those very same ever-capricious gods. Furthermore, from the moment he had donned Izanami's robe, his body had subtly started transforming from the inside out.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
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4 comments:
It's always nice to see a new chapter ^^
nice chapter always was fond of a little self reflection. thanks for translating ^_^
Hello there.
A big THANK YOU for translating this.
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Thanks again n keep up the good work!!
What a great chapter! Love me some introspection!
"I want to live and die as a human" - how far has Nakajima come, not caring at all for power, when you compare him to his self at the start of the first book, keeping a demon around to lord over his school, and maybe even more.
Certainly, by holding on to Yumiko, Nakajima retains his humanity, yet ironically, chasing after her is making him connect with his godhood; almost as if risking a repeat of what happened to Narukawa.
I feel there was also some lampshading, because certainly, one could read this as the story of foolish humans using advanced technology to do things beyond their comprehension, until rescued by ancient divinity. Though Professor Feed does have a technological solution to the crisis here.
That tells us the message lies elsewhere. Perhaps, how going beyond your human condition will necessarily be terrible? Not only in the sense of courting dark powers: aren't those that use divine powers also punished by it? Yumiko did horrific things, killing Nakajima's mom and Ohara, Narukawa died, and Nakajima himself seems at risk of losing his sense of self.
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